always smiley

well jay and Chris broke up
you guys all know jay right?
always smiley,
always laughing
always having something funny to say
apparently is was all a mask.
its kinda funny though because i just gave her this poem:

the mask that i wear.

the mask that i wear is always there
its pretense never ends,
i have to wear it all the time with my family and friends,
the mask i wear is always there,
i can not take it off,
without it I'm no butterfly,
i have to be a moth.
the mask i wear is always there,
a crutch and a disguise,
until the day i face the world,
until the day i fly.

I'm a bit if-y on the word pretense but you know
i gave it away
there's nothing to look at
loll
that's my best guess.

anyways they broke up.
he didn't turn up to her bday party because he had a hangover
he also was supposed to buy the present and that was for like half the party members. so no only was he slack but he didn't even call or anything.
hellooooo hes her bf
he was a responsibility, well he has a role to fill.
he was expected to at least call.
anyways jays real upset
apparently shes not all happy dappy jay that we know
i always thought she like didnt know pain ect ect
but now i think she totally does know and hides it
id write more but its late i cant think properly
lol
ill write again soon
thanks for reading
niah xx