there is two sides to every story, yours and theres, right and wrong, true and false, good and bad. in the bible we learnt that god made everything in pairs. Good and evil, light and dark, sun and moon, sky and land. But today im going to discuss good and bad, the good and bad of higing in the dark to be precise. Ok so when im sad i like to be alone, i hide, thats just what i do. today i learnt that we sold our house to these people from school, so i hid. in my room under my blankets. darkness was my only company, and i was thinking, darkness has two sides, good and bad, see dark can let you reveil yourself, dark can be your only friend when your friends are the ones who are making everything bad, dark can comfort you when you cry, dark can let you imagine, imagine everythings ok, that things didnt happen, that people didnt say this or do that, that people actually care and that you are safe, dark can make you feel like the world is yours if you can just reach out to grab it... but dark can also make you feel even more alone than before, can make you feel a million times worse, can make you remember everything that happened and make you so revielled that you feel you arent hiding anymore, dark can eat away at you, remind you, isolate you, make you feel cold, so on and so forth.
so there we have it, i dont know where to hide anymore, i feel naked, if i hide in the dark i dont feel safe anymore and if i hide in the light then where is the comfort dark creates? so im in a pickle.
stuck here wondering what to do.
because i know in the next couple of months,
im going to need some place to hide.
and im hoping i can just hide in someones arms,
but the chances are pretty slim.
niah
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