i am me

So yeah,
i am freaky,
i am emotional,
i am a wreck,
i am scary,
i am bitchy,
i am different
i am demented
i am lazy
i am chubby
i am unfit
but thats just me.
Thats just Niah O'Meara.
Thats just who i am, and who, quite frankly, i am proud to be because i can admit that, i can tell everyone in the world who i am and then i can leave them to decide if they want anything to do with me. Because if they miss out its their loss because even though i am all those things above i have friends, a boyfriend, a home (even if its only for a limited time) a freaking zoo at my house, food and water, clothing, bedding and most inportantly my family. And even if i totally drive my friends away (most likely) and break up with my boyfriend (hopefully not) and my zoo isnt a zoo anymore and i have nothing left, my family is stuck with me. For which i am glad. And i could sit here and go on about this and that but i wont. But i will tell you this, to every bad thing i said about myself, i bet (when im in a good mood) i could find a possitive about it. Which may sound up-myself but its not. I am Niah O'Meara and I AM ME